Wednesday, July 20, 2011

aku tga panas...

aku tga panas nie....hati aku pnas sgt....
aku mmg da siap menyumpah dr tdi...
tolong r wei.....x yah la amik tau hal org len...
bajet ko tu baik sgt la??
pliz r beb.....xde org wat kwan dye cmnie...
ko tgu je r....aku pulangkan blik ape yg ko dh wat....
klo aku ckup baik....aku x blas r...
tp sebab hati aku nga panas skang...sume bnde aku leh pk....
smpai rsa nk cmpak ko dlm gaung pon ade....
siyesly.....aku x wat org.....org jgn wat aku...
tp skali org tu dh wat aku...smpai mati aku x kana lpe ape dye wat....
mungkin aku akn maafkan....mungkin...mungkin ye....
tp aku x kan sng2 lupekan....
skali aku dh bnci....smpai ble2 aku bnci....
so...jgn crik psal ngn aku.....
klo x....mmg aku blas blik....i'll seek revenge on you....
WATCH OUT!!!!!!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

cracks of the broken heart

Maybe we need just a little more time 
Time that can heal what's been on your mind 
You can find what we lost before it all slips away 
We need time to mend from the mistakes I've made 
God only knows what a heart can survive 
So many tears from all the pain in our lives 
And where else could we go after all we've been through 
I still believe my life is right here with you 

So just hold on 
And it'll wont take long 
I hope that you can love me 
When the pain is gone 
I don't want us to fall through the cracks of a broken heart 
Don't want us to fall through the cracks of your broken heart 

I know its taking a while but every lesson, i've learned 
And if your heart speaks tonight, I'll hear every word 
If you want to be free I'll never stand in your way 
But with all that I am, I'm asking you to stay 

There's a light that can burn 
It exists in the heart 
You can feel it when you know love is true 
If you could try to be strong 
And keep the light burning long 
It took a lifetime but i found it in you 


my fiction~~

hahah...assalamualaikum....
utk entry kali nie.....aku nk cte sal my current condition...
skang aku dh ade rumet bru....2org siap....nad n zati....
rsa nye len sgt....rsa janggal pon ade...
sbb dh lma x dok rmai2....haha...last aku berumet pon setahun lebih yg lepas...hahah
but at least...aku x la sesunyi dlu....
klo dlu....smpai sakit jiwa gak la....
dok sorg2...jerit cm org gile....punye la smpai x tau nk wat pe...
mujur aku ade psm (projek sarjana muda bg tahun akhir).....aku x abes msa byk sgt kt blik...
asal ade msa g lab....tp waktu malam xla...siang je...
mungkin sbb tu keje lab adalah salah satu dr passion aku.....
tp ari2 dok tgk catalyst....pon bosan gak sbnrnye...
tp dah tu keje aku an....
skang aku dh ade kt utm.....smbung utk postgraduate...master jek...=P
lepas 2 tahun...aku igt nk stop dlu.....tp kdg2 rsa nk smbung terus....sbb rugi klo x smbung...
lg pon skang...aku x de pape komitmen...aku pk...slagi aku xde pepe komitmen len...aku rncang nk smbung je terus.....aku amik keputusan nk stop smpai master coz rmai2 lak mak2 sedara aku yg suh stop dlu....tkut x laku ktenye....aku sengih je la....dok garu pale pk blik pe yg dorg ckp....dlu ayah aku pon mengatakan bnde yg sma....but lately, ayah cm dh x kesah je klo aku nk smbung smpai abes...mak lak lg la x kesah, lg nk tgk aku smbung smpai abes....but, somehow...aku dpt rsa yg mak aku x bermaksud sgt utk aku smbung smpai phD....errm...aku x tau nape aku rsa cmtu...perasaan aku je kot......xpe yg ni aku hold on dlu....tgkla pe jdik nnt.....mayb at that time aku dh ade decision....jgn terburu2....haha...
sejak dok ngn nad n zatie...aku try my best not to b too haste in making any decision....cewaahh....aku cbe control this bad part of me...mmg susah...tp aku kne blaja utk bertenang....n i want to learn on how i can get a good social networking....actually,i'm not good with words...sbb cepat beno aku blur ble nk ckp ngn org....ni mmg aku sedar....aku x tau nk wat cne...so...just be careful in picking any words...i guess....tehee....=P

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

yadaaa~~~~

hahaha....ni la aku....wat keje sume kelam kabut...
ni mmg bad habit aku yg aku ssah nk tolerate....
cpat gelabah x tentu hala...
haiyoo~~~~
aku mintak2 sgt aku ni as calm as my friends...
aku ni mmg ikut byk prangai ayah aku..
mak aku yg kta la....sbb dye nmpk sume yg ade kt ayh aku ade kt aku...
mmg ye la kot...
aku ank ayah...
aku hrap....klo btul la aku ade jodoh kt dunia....aku nk demand satu bnde je...
mintak2 la partner tu jnis yg selamba tahap dewa punye....yg mmpu wat aku tenang....
di saat aku nga gelabah x tentu psal...hahaha...
x kesah la x hnsem pon...=P...onegai!!!!